CEO He : Please Don't Love Me
CEO He : Please Don't Love Me
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SUMMARY
“Heart wants to love but fears the fate of being left alone.”
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He Jian I loved you more than anything in my whole life. To the point that it became poison for me.
Now in this life, I loved myself. I sealed my heart for you. Then why are you not leaving me alone? Why are you constantly pulling me into your life.? Why do your eyes have something else other than disgust for me?
Did you not hate me?
What has changed?
You or Me?
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Excerpt
A gentle kiss fell on her lips and a shiver ran down her spine.
“I love you.”
Her heart pounded fiercely inside her chest. These words. Oh, how she wished to hear them in her last life. She might have fainted from happiness if she had heard them at that time. But now, they didn’t bring that happiness to her heart. They only brought fear, confusion and anger, and so many questions.
“How can you…” She whispered more to herself.
How can he love her?
He heard her and stroked her cheek. The touch was so gentle that it made her feel as if she was a precious treasure. It made her feel loved.
She raised her head to look at him. The usual ice-cold-blue eyes were filled with smiles as he asked her.
“Why can’t I?”
She swallowed realizing how those eyes still affected her, realizing how weak she was. Tears surfaced through her eyes and she saw him panicking. He tried to wipe them gently as she whispered.
“You can’t……..you just can’t.”
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Mo Roulan spent her whole life chasing after the man she loved with her whole heart. At the time of her death, when she didn't see even an ounce of sorrow in his eyes, her heart was filled with sorrow.
She was reborn. This time she vowed to make different choices and change her destiny. Hiding the past in her heart, this time she chose her family. But what will she do when the same past is back pounding on the doors of her heart, ready to break the walls she had surrounded her heart with.
Will she give it a chance or will she continue to hide those feelings inside her heart?
Read on to find out what wins. Her fear or His love?
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Warning - The story has side couples who are homosexual and hence has the LGBT tag. The story will also concentrate on those couples as well as the main couple. If you don't like to read BL and GL then please leave it but don't leave disgusting comments about homosexuality.
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6 Latest Chapters[ Updated 2 months ago ]
Chapter List[ 406 Chapters ]
- Chapter 1: Reborn : Changing Destiny
- Chapter 2: Saving him
- Chapter 3: Kids do have dignity
- Chapter 4: She Still Feels Inferior
- Chapter 5: The furious kitten
- Chapter 6: Never want to see you again
- Chapter 7: Little Mo Chen
- Chapter 8: The Diamond Necklace
- Chapter 9: A New Hope
- Chapter 10: After Five Years
- Chapter 11: Will She leave the town?
- Chapter 12: The Life Changing Decision
- Chapter 13: City H or City S
- Chapter 14: Become The Sky Not A Bird
- Chapter 15: A New City
- Chapter 16: Shen Youlin
- Chapter 17: A Glance At Her
- Chapter 18: Young Master He Jian
- Chapter 19: Found Something
- Chapter 20: A Plan
- Chapter 21: A Birthday Party
- Chapter 22: An Invitation
- Chapter 23: Feeling Alone Inside The Crowd
- Chapter 24: The Painful Encounter
- Chapter 25: A Slap Of Reality
- Chapter 26: Enjoying An Illusion
- Chapter 27: The Kitten Ran Away Again
- Chapter 28: I Like You The Most
- Chapter 29: She Needs To Be A Little Sensible
- Chapter 30: Her Sister Is Not That Innocent
- Chapter 31: The Fight
- Chapter 32: Little Fool
- Chapter 33: Searching For A Job
- Chapter 34: She Wants To Hide
- Chapter 35: Can’t Wait To See Her Face
- Chapter 36: A Loveless Marriage
- Chapter 37: CEO Song
- Chapter 38: Grandfather He’s Grandson Is A Shy Man
- Chapter 39: Miss Shen Is Very Beautiful
- Chapter 40 - The Kitten Is Still Fierce
- Chapter 41 - Just Wait And See
- Chapter 42 - Shen Yiling’s Humiliation
- Chapter 43 - The Greedy And Cruel Aunt
- Chapter 44 - I Will Protect Your Sister
- Chapter 45 - The Biggest Regret
- Chapter 46 - How Did Wen Zuyan Get The Key?
- Chapter 47 - It Is Not Easy To Raise A Stubborn Kitten
- Chapter 48 - The Naive Lin Qianru
- Chapter 49 - [Bonus ]The Price Of Naivety
- Chapter 50 - Who Was This Miss Mo?
- Chapter 51 - Why Is It So Hot Today?
- Chapter 52 - Mr. He Lacks A Female Partner
- Chapter 53 - The Banquet
- Chapter 54 - I Like Her This Way
- Chapter 55 - The Kitten Has A Sharp Mouth
- Chapter 56 - Take Me Somewhere Far Away With You
- Chapter 57 - What Do You Mean By ’We’?
- Chapter 58 - CEO Song Is A Tsundere
- Chapter 59 - You Like Me So Much That You’re Proposing Me
- Chapter 60 - The Web Of Lies
- Chapter 61 - To Her, Only Jian Mattered
- Chapter 62 - Needs A Favor From Miss Mo
- Chapter 63 - Everything Was Fleeting
- Chapter 64 - Give That Man To Me
- Chapter 65 - An Unexpected Confession
- Chapter 66 - Another Coincidence
- Chapter 67 - How Does Miss Mo Know This?
- Chapter 68 - How Long Do You Plan To Hide From Me?
- Chapter 69 - Stay Away From Me
- Chapter 70 - The Cold CEO Liu
- Chapter 71 - Dear Tian Yuan
- Chapter 72 - Qianru, You Can Do It
- Chapter 73 - The Blank Eyes
- Chapter 74 - The Confused Hearts
- Chapter 75 - I Don’t Need Your Charity
- Chapter 76 - Don’t Touch My Things
- Chapter 77 - Cheng Yang Needs A Psychologist
- Chapter 78 - Helping Cheng Yang
- Chapter 79 - Who Cooked The Dish?
- Chapter 80 - The Sly Liu Ji Fan
- Chapter 81 - The Sad Grandfather He
- Chapter 82 - Tian Yuan Doesn’t Want To Repeat Same Mistake
- Chapter 83 - Taking Cheng Yang Out
- Chapter 84 - Life Has To Go On
- Chapter 85 - She Was Stealing Her Brother’s Bride
- Chapter 86 - Tian Yuan Belonged To Him
- Chapter 87 - I’m Proud Of You
- Chapter 88 - The Dark Memories Of The Past
- Chapter 89 - You’re Safe Now
- Chapter 90 - The Fleeting Bliss
- Chapter 91 - Helping Shen Youlin
- Chapter 92 - Throwing The Bait Away
- Chapter 93 - Does Tian Yuan Really Not Care?
- Chapter 94 - The Shocking Truth
- Chapter 95 - It Was His Fault
- Chapter 96 - A New Opportunity
- Chapter 97 - Baby, Are You Cheating Me?
- Chapter 98 - The Scary And Familiar Warmth
- Chapter 99 - Loving You Proved To Be Very Painful
- Chapter 100 - Make Her Realize That She Needs You
- Chapter 101 - Tian Yuan Was So Precious To Him
- Chapter 102 - Cheng Yang Was Not At Fault
- Chapter 103 - A Mother’s Pain
- Chapter 104 - Collision
- Chapter 105 - You Have To Stay With Me
- Chapter 106 - Roulan Was Her Light In The Darkness
- Chapter 107 - Why Don’t You Become My Motivaton?
- Chapter 108 - How Pathetic I Am
- Chapter 109 - Cheng Yang’s Promise To Himself
- Chapter 110 - Suspicion
- Chapter 111 - Trapping Shi Fengju
- Chapter 112 - I Am Yiling...Shen Yiling
- Chapter 113 - Scheming Doesn’t Work With Young Master He
- Chapter 114 - Accused
- Chapter 115 - Distressed For Her
- Chapter 116 - Blackmailing
- Chapter 117 - The Fake Joy
- Chapter 118 - She Will Have To Live In His Shelter
- Chapter 119 - Unexpected
- Chapter 120 - A Father-Figure
- Chapter 121 - Heaven And Hell
- Chapter 122 - The Silent Affection
- Chapter 123 - You’re So Cruel
- Chapter 124 - He Was Not At Fault
- Chapter 125 - Losing A Precious Relationship
- Chapter 126 - Don’t You Feel Jealous
- Chapter 127 - He Was Her Last Hope
- Chapter 128 - He Loves Him
- Chapter 129 - [Bonus ] I Missed You
- Chapter 130 - Sweetness Of Love
- Chapter 131 - Regrets
- Chapter 132 - Win Back Your Friend
- Chapter 133 - A Plan
- Chapter 134 - Helpless
- Chapter 135 - He Jian Comes To Know
- Chapter 136 - He Will Not Let The Kitten Escape
- Chapter 137 - A Hard Decision To Make
- Chapter 138 - You Need Me
- Chapter 139 - Shen Weisheng’s Suspicion
- Chapter 140 - Unexpected
- Chapter 141 - You Were Never A Bother
- Chapter 142 - She Had Been A Fool
- Chapter 143 - What Should He Choose?
- Chapter 144 - Helplessness
- Chapter 145 - Not A Good Mother
- Chapter 146 - She Had Been Selfish Once
- Chapter 147 - The Confusion
- Chapter 148 - The Staring Competition
- Chapter 149 - A New Discovery
- Chapter 150 - CEO He Bothered With Cheng Yang, But Why?
- Chapter 151 - She Knew About Her Being Arrested
- Chapter 152 - Lanlan...She Is Mine
- Chapter 153 - Shen Youlin Doesn’t Fear Anything Now
- Chapter 154 - He Will Not Leave His Sister Alone
- Chapter 155 - Grandfather He Doesn’t Want Mo Roulan To Come To He Family
- Chapter 156 - Don’t Tell Lanlan Anything.
- Chapter 157 - Young Master He Was Threatened
- Chapter 158 - Shen Youlin Gives A Big Shock
- Chapter 159 - Was Their Friendship A Boon Or A Doom For Shen Youlin?
- Chapter 160 - Shen Youlin Gets Mo Roulan’s Letter
- Chapter 161 - Shen Youlin Takes A Decision
- Chapter 162 - Shen Weisheng Threatens Shen Youlin
- Chapter 163 - CEO He Is Jealous
- Chapter 164 - Don’t Touch Anyone So Casually
- Chapter 165 - How Did This Happen?
- Chapter 166 - "You Shouldn’t Be Here, Ji Fan"
- Chapter 167 - Tian Yuan Doesn’t Want Liu Ji Fan’s Help
- Chapter 168 - CEO Liu Lies To Tian Yuan
- Chapter 169 - Taking Mo Chen To The Hospital
- Chapter 170 - The Pitiful Fang Zhihan
- Chapter 171 - Something Is Fishy
- Chapter 172 - Laughing Freely After A Very Long Time
- Chapter 173 - Lin Qianru Doubts CEO He’s Intentions
- Chapter 174 - He Jian Tells Lin Qianru Why He Helped Mo Roulan
- Chapter 175 - Lin Qianru Allows He Jian To Look Out For Mo Roulan
- Chapter 176 - The Kitten Was Very Difficult To Grab
- Chapter 177 - I Didn’t Save You
- Chapter 178 - Mo Roulan Gets Kidnapped By Someone
- Chapter 179 - Mo Roulan Runs Away
- Chapter 180 - Grandfather He Was Never Greeted So Cutely
- Chapter 181 - He Jian Was Going To Marry Shen Yiling?
- Chapter 182 - Grandfather He Asks Mo Roulan To Leave City H
- Chapter 183 - She Was Not A Beggar
- Chapter 184 - Grandfather He Forgot To Take His Medicine
- Chapter 185 - CEO He Demands Something Unexpected
- Chapter 186 - CEO Heart Is Itchy
- Chapter 187 - Was Liu Ji Fan Doing Wrong?
- Chapter 188 - Trapping The Rabbit
- Chapter 189 - The New Neighbors
- Chapter 190 - The Scary Fragments Of Past
- Chapter 191 - A Painful Decision From Past Life
- Chapter 192 - CEO He Coaxes Very Nicely
- Chapter 193 - Making A Future For Both Of Us
- Chapter 194 - She Will Find Out Soon
- Chapter 195 - Lanlan Is Innocent And Kind
- Chapter 196 - It Was Worth It
- Chapter 197 - Fang Zhihan Is A Double Faced Man
- Chapter 198 - Shen Weisheng’s Cowardice
- Chapter 199 - Seeing Shen Youlin
- Chapter 200 - Shen Weisheng Was Treated As An Air
- Chapter 201 - The Kitten Reveal Its Claws
- Chapter 202 - Going To Neighbors House For Dinner
- Chapter 203 - A New Revealtion
- Chapter 204 - Xun Weilan And Zhu Jidong Have A Son
- Chapter 205 - What Does Mr. And Mrs. Zhu Want
- Chapter 206 - The Fears From Past Life
- Chapter 207 - Did Something Happen To CEO He
- Chapter 208 - A Memory From The Past Life (1)
- Chapter 209 - A Memory From The Past Life (2)
- Chapter 210 - Will Mo Chen Go Away Just Like Her Past Life?
- Chapter 211 - The Annoying Fang Zhihan
- Chapter 212 - CEO He Behaves Weirdly
- Chapter 213 - Sleeping Peacefully After A Very Long Time
- Chapter 214 - He Jian Doesn’t Want Lanlan To Go To Cheng Mansion
- Chapter 215 - He Jian Cares For Lanlan
- Chapter 216 - A Surprise
- Chapter 217 - Mo Roulan Was Also Selfish
- Chapter 218 - The Nervous Cheng Yang
- Chapter 219 - CEO He Collapsed?
- Chapter 220 - Did He Jian Lie?
- Chapter 221 - Mo Roulan Was Special To He Jian
- Chapter 222 - Cheng Yang Was Not Ready To Let Go Just Like That
- Chapter 223 - Fang Zhihan Intuition Proved To Be Right!
- Chapter 224 - Nightmares That Don’t Let Him Sleep
- Chapter 225 - Lin Qianru Traps Her Daughter In Her Own Words
- Chapter 226 - Do You Hate Me?
- Chapter 227 - The Helpless Parents
- Chapter 228 - The Angry Butler Zhang
- Chapter 229 - The Funny Misunderstanding
- Chapter 230 - He Zhuang’s Advice To Grandfather He
- Chapter 231 - The Brave Mo Roulan
- Chapter 232 - The Old Woman Was From Lin Family?
- Chapter 233 - Mo Roulan Doesn’t Want To Go To The Hospital
- Chapter 234 - CEO He Has His Own Ways To Find Out
- Chapter 235 - The Truth Comes Out
- Chapter 236 - The Angry CEO He
- Chapter 237 - Grandfather He Doesn’t Have Temper
- Chapter 238 - Roulan Is Special To CEO He
- Chapter 239 - "Lanlan Deserves The Best"
- Chapter 240 - The Poor Fang Zhihan
- Chapter 241 - Lin Qianru’s Thoughts About He Family
- Chapter 242 - The Egoistic Shen Zhilan
- Chapter 243 - A Few Peaceful Days
- Chapter 244 - Xun Weilan And Zhu Jidong Wanted ...
- Chapter 245 - A Ridiculous Deal
- Chapter 246 - Fate Plays A Game
- Chapter 247 - It Was Painful
- Chapter 248 - Protecting Mo Chen From Zhu Family
- Chapter 249 - Zhu Family Left
- Chapter 250 - Shen Yiling’s Plans
- Chapter 251 - The Fake Shen Yiling
- Chapter 252 - Taking Advantage Of Shi Fengju’s Feelings
- Chapter 253 - The Horrible Past Of Tian Yuan
- Chapter 254 - The Disappointed Liu Ji Fan
- Chapter 255 - Who Is This ’She’?
- Chapter 256 - Scared And Helpless
- Chapter 257 - Mo Chen Disappointed Mo Roulan
- Chapter 258 - Mo Chen Is Missing
- Chapter 259 - Who Was The Girl On The Other Side?
- Chapter 260 - [Bonus ] Mo Roulan Ran Away
- Chapter 261 - Lanlan Is Inside The Forests
- Chapter 262 - Finding Mo Roulan
- Chapter 263 - He Jian Gets A Call From Mo Roulan
- Chapter 264 - The Confused He Jian
- Chapter 265 - Going Inside The Forest
- Chapter 266 - Going To Police Station
- Chapter 267 - The Fight
- Chapter 268 - The Confused Mo Chen
- Chapter 269 - The Dangerous Part Of The Forest
- Chapter 270 - He Jian Wants To Go Inside
- Chapter 271 - Mo Roulan Finds Something
- Chapter 272 - Mo Roulan Finds Mo Chen
- Chapter 273 - Zhu Jidong And Xun Weilan’s Plan
- Chapter 274 - Leaving The Forest (1)
- Chapter 275 - Leaving The Forest (2)
- Chapter 276 - Trying To Find Zhu Family
- Chapter 277 - He Jian Was Hurt?
- Chapter 278 - Mo Roulan Wakes Up
- Chapter 279 - Zhu Jiangru Finds Out The Truth
- Chapter 280 - Mo Roulan Meets Zhu Jiangru
- Chapter 281 - Finding Mo Chen Again
- Chapter 282 - Doctor Zhang Was Dead
- Chapter 283 - Zhu Jidong And Xun Weilan Finds Out Everything
- Chapter 284 - Being Caught Again
- Chapter 285 - The Disgusting Zhu Family
- Chapter 286 - A Wrong Time To Remember The Past
- Chapter 287 - Zhu Jidong Finds Mo Chen
- Chapter 288 - Was Mo Chen Dead?
- Chapter 289 - Will Mo Roulan Die?
- Chapter 290 - Mo Roulan Was Saved
- Chapter 291 - Could She Trust Fang Zhihan With Mo Chen?
- Chapter 292 - The Past Life
- Chapter 293 - He Jian Meets Mo Roulan
- Chapter 294 - He Would Rather Have Her Cry Than Sit Silently
- Chapter 295 - She Was His Strong Lanlan
- Chapter 296 - Fang Zhihan Shocks Mo Roulan
- Chapter 297 - Mo Roulan Had Killed Doctor Zhang
- Chapter 298 - Where Was Lin Qianru?
- Chapter 299 - Cheng Yang Is In The Hospital
- Chapter 300 - He Jian Was Scared
- Chapter 301 - How Did Cheng Yang Got To Know
- Chapter 302 - He Jian Feels Bothered With Cheng Yang’s Presence
- Chapter 303 - Mo Roulan Doesn’t Want Jiangru To Get Hurt
- Chapter 304 - Cheng Yang Meets Lin Qianru
- Chapter 305 - I Am Letting You Go
- Chapter 306 - Tian Yuan Doesn’t Want To Leave
- Chapter 307 - Cheng Yang Expose Mo Roulan
- Chapter 308 - Lanlan Is Mine
- Chapter 309 - Where Is Cheng Yang?
- Chapter 310 - "Let Me Help You"
- Chapter 311 - Shen Youlin Comes Back
- Chapter 312 - He Jian Finds Shen Youlin Weird
- Chapter 313 - Liu Ji Fan Finds Out The Truth
- Chapter 314 - No One Is Going Anywhere
- Chapter 315 - Tian Yuan’s Horrible Past(1)
- Chapter 316 - Tian Yuan’s Horrible Past (2)
- Chapter 317 - Mo Chen Was Not Same Now
- Chapter 318 - Mo Roulan Does Not Want Any Favor
- Chapter 319 - Can Love Really Change Someone So Much?
- Chapter 320 - The Stubborn Mo Roulan
- Chapter 321 - I Owe You My Life
- Chapter 322 - Why Are You So Good To Me?
- Chapter 323 - I Will Pay You Back One Day
- Chapter 324 - "I Can’t Believe You"
- Chapter 325 - Shen Youlin Goes To Shen Mansion
- Chapter 326 - Grandfather Shen Scolds Shen Zhilan
- Chapter 327 - Shen Yiling’s Contempt
- Chapter 328 - Shen Zhilan’s Punishment For Shen Youlin
- Chapter 329 - Shen Youlin Doesn’t Want Anything From Shen Family
- Chapter 330 - Tian Yuan Wants To Leave
- Chapter 331 - Shen Youlin Was At Peace
- Chapter 332 - The Scared Lin Qianru
- Chapter 333 - "Don’t Touch Me"
- Chapter 334 - How Could She Repay
- Chapter 335 - He Jian Doesn’t Want Shen Youlin To Sleep With Mo Roulan
- Chapter 336 - The Pitiful Shen Youlin
- Chapter 337 - The Innocent He Jian
- Chapter 338 - The He Corporation
- Chapter 339 - The Past Life’s Mo Roulan
- Chapter 340 - Life Could Also Be Funny Sometimes
- Chapter 341 - Why He Corporation?
- Chapter 342 - Mo Roulan Meets He Zhuang
- Chapter 343 - Mo Roulan Feels Safe In He Jian’s Presence
- Chapter 344 - Shen Yiling Comes Back
- Chapter 345 - The Happy Shen Yiling
- Chapter 346 - The Embarrassed Mo Roulan
- Chapter 347 - Who Wanted To Kill Tian Yuan!
- Chapter 348 - Liu Ji Fan’s Past
- Chapter 349 - "We Should Not Have Met Each Other"
- Chapter 350 "She Doesn’t Want Others To Know"
- Chapter 351 Three Lovers At The Same Place
- Chapter 352 The Shocked Lin Qianru
- Chapter 353 Grandfather He Wishes Mo Roulan To Visit He Mansion
- Chapter 354 He Jian Knows Shen Youlin’s Secret
- Chapter 355 Shen Weisheng Comes To Take Shen Youlin
- Chapter 356 Shen Youlin Was Fooled
- Chapter 357 The Silent Fight
- Chapter 358 CEO He Is Not Happy
- Chapter 359 The Cold He Jian
- Chapter 360 Mo Roulan Meets Shen Yiling
- Chapter 361 Is Mo Roulan Weak?
- Chapter 362 The Happy He Jian
- Chapter 363 Shen Yiling Comes To Know About Mo Roulan
- Chapter 364 He Jian Tells He Zhuang About His Feelings
- Chapter 365 Mo Roulan Left Without He Jian
- Chapter 366 Mrs. Liu Just Won’t Stop
- Chapter 367 He Jian Is Serious About Mo Roulan
- Chapter 368 What Will He Jian Do If...
- Chapter 369 Should Shen Weisheng Stop Shen Youlin?
- Chapter 370 Shi Fengju Knows Everything
- Chapter 371 What Would Shen Youlin Have Done...
- Chapter 372 Making Shen Youlin Understand
- Chapter 373 Shi Fengju Tells Shen Yiling Everything
- Chapter 374 Shen Yiling Won’t Let Go Of He Jian
- Chapter 375 Shen Yiling Traps Shi Fengju
- Chapter 376 Who Will Mo Roulan Go With?
- Chapter 377 Mo Roulan Doesn’t Want To Go To He Mansion
- Chapter 378 Mo Roulan Way Of Saving Herself
- Chapter 379 Will He Jian Coax Mo Roulan?
- Chapter 380 Mo Roulan Finds Facing He Jian Tiring
- Chapter 381 He Jian’s Unsuccessful Coaxing
- Chapter 382 Will Mo Roulan Go With He Jian?
- Chapter 383 You Are Not Allowed To Run Away
- Chapter 384 Lanlan Is Angry At CEO He!
- Chapter 385 The Dinner At He Mansion
- Chapter 386 The Uncomfortable Dinner At He Mansion
- Chapter 387 Grandfather Wants To Make Roulan His Granddaughter
- Chapter 388 He Jian’s Refusal To Grandfather He’s Wish
- Chapter 389 The First Kiss
- Chapter 390 Did He Jian Mess Up Everything?
- Chapter 391 Shen Yiling’s Trap
- Chapter 392 Was Mo Roulan Angry At Lin Qianru?
- Chapter 393 Shen Youlin Is Happy With Lin Qianru’s Decision
- Chapter 394 Mo Roulan Avoiding The Reality
- Chapter 395 "I Kissed Lanlan"
- Chapter 396 Leaving Lanlan Is Not An Option
- Chapter 397 Liu Ji Fan Was Courting Tian Yuan
- Chapter 398 Lin Qianru Is Guilty
- Chapter 399 Cheng Yang Is Here
- Chapter 400 The Fleeting Warmth
- Chapter 401 The Bittersweet Confession
- Chapter 402 What Does Shen Yiling Want?
- Chapter 403 "I Won’t Let You Avoid Me"
- Chapter 404 "Why Can’t I Love You"
- Chapter 405 CEO Liu Is Here!
- Chapter 406 ’Does He Want To Kiss Her Again!’